This song, reminds me of you. You wanna know why? Because there was a time when i heard you banging your drumsticks on your drums. You played this song. I was around your neighbourhood at that time and eventhough it wasn't very clear in my ear, but the way you played your drums, it seems clear in my heart and it stays there until now. Sometimes, i deny the fact that i like you or get jealous easily whenever i see you talking, laughing your head off with some girls. They, my friends, are correct tho'. I am indenial. But, sometimes, i don't feel that way, as long as you're still single, i feel safe and quite relieved that you haven't got someone special yet. I want to search for the key to your heart. I don't care if it takes my whole life. I'm not crazy or anything. It's just that, i can't think of any way, how to express my feelings about you. I'm only human. And for your information, it's been 4 months, more or less, i have this feeling building up inside me. Everyday, it's like a fire, burning up, more and more brighter. I never thought that i'd be in love like this. When i look at you, my mind goes on a trip. I don't know whether this is just temporary or permanent. But i hope it stays and i hope you are my true love. I know all these stuffs are bullshits but i will try my best and i won't give up.
North, East, South, West. All i can see is you, everywhere i go. I can't breathe easily, too many sleepless nights lately and it's all because of you. I don't blame you for this but i blame you for leaving your shadow in my heart. All i can think right now, is you. I miss you. So much. Whenever i miss you, i listen to the songs you love and go through pictures of you. There are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how. I don't know how to start a conversation with you. And you know, those times, when i'm with you, my mouth kept shut. Seems like i can't talk in front of you. It was like i get struck by you instead of lightning. Save me from all this shit.
I think i love you..or not.. Is this just a crush? I don't want it to be just a crush. Eventhough it's just a crush, i assure you, this crush will never leave my heart. It won't go away. Believe me. I wonder why, though.
Anyway, i think i'm gonna go now. I guess eventhough i blogged about my feelings for you, it won't lessen my thoughts of you.
Goodnight, i miss youu and i hope to see you soon, hka.
Hearts to you.
P/s:I want to hear you and your drums, together as one. :)

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