Every countless dreams, nothing has changed. I always think about you and it's the only thing i can do. Months roll by but you're still on my mind. I just can't seem to let you go. I need to let you know that each and everyday makes my heart beat fast. I'm afraid that i'll forget how to breathe. Every step you take and every move you make, i don't know why i get so nervous and weak. You're all i wanted, i think. Well, someday i might have the strength to unfold my secretive soul but will you be able accept my heart? That's the question and i hope i won't be disappointed to hear the answer. But i keep on feeling a rejection. Damn.. My emotions gave me the feelings to keep my confession inside.
I know you only think of me as a stranger. I want you as something more. I mean more than just a friend. I want to convince your heart to open your closed door but i guess it's impossible. Tears run down my cheek as i fall down on my knees. I cried endlessly at night because i'm too scared that you'd say goodbye. How can i make you see? You're my cloud up in the sky, i hear your voices around me. When my hope is gone, i always felt you right next to me. No matter how far you are from me, it feels so close. I hope one day, my days will be bright as the sun and i know i'll survive so, i just have to put my trust beyond the sky.

For now, all i can do is wait. :)

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